Hello, kind visitor! I'm cyancaesar. Welcome to my awesome web zone. In here I'll drop `stuff` related to my experience, hobby and other things I enjoy doing.


It doesn't have much, and I tried my best to make it look as minimal as possible, since the modern web is ass.


What else?


And I'm from Saudi Arabia. <--- great country

"ุงู„ุญู‚ ู…ุทู„ูˆุจ ู„ุฐุงุชู‡ุŒ ูู„ูŠุณ ูŠุนู†ูŠ ุทุงู„ุจู‡ ุบูŠุฑ ูˆุฌูˆุฏู‡ุŒ ูˆูˆุฌูˆุฏ ุงู„ุญู‚ ุตุนุจุŒ ูˆุงู„ุทุฑูŠู‚ ุฅู„ูŠู‡ ูˆุนุฑุŒ ูˆุงู„ุญู‚ุงุฆู‚ ู…ู†ุบู…ุณุฉ ููŠ ุงู„ุดุจู‡ุงุชุŒ ูˆุญุณู† ุงู„ุธู† ุจุงู„ุนู„ู…ุงุก ููŠ ุทุจุงุน ุฌู…ูŠุน ุงู„ู†ุงุณุŒ ูุงู„ู†ุงุธุฑ ููŠ ูƒุชุจ ุงู„ุนู„ู…ุงุก ุฅุฐุง ุงุณุชุฑุณู„ ู…ุน ุทุจุนู‡ุŒ ูˆุฌุนู„ ุบุฑุถู‡ ููŠู‡ู… ู…ุง ุฐูƒุฑูˆู‡ ูˆุบุงูŠุฉ ู…ุง ุฃูˆุฑุฏูˆู‡ุŒ ุญุตู„ุช ุงู„ุญู‚ุงุฆู‚ ุนู†ุฏู‡ ู‡ูŠ ุงู„ู…ุนุงู†ูŠ ุงู„ุชูŠ ู‚ุตุฏูˆุง ู„ู‡ุง ูˆุงู„ุบุงูŠุงุช ุงู„ุชูŠ ุฃุดุงุฑูˆุง ุฅู„ูŠู‡ุงุŒ ูˆู…ุง ุนู… ุงู„ู„ู‡ ุงู„ุนู„ู…ุงุก ู…ู† ุงู„ุฐู„ู„ ูˆู„ุง ุญู…ู‰ ุนู„ู…ู‡ู… ู…ู† ุงู„ุชู‚ุตูŠุฑ ูˆุงู„ุฎู„ู„.


ูˆู„ูˆ ูƒุงู† ูƒุฐู„ูƒ ู…ุง ุงุฎุชู„ู ุงู„ุนู„ู…ุงุก ููŠ ุดูŠุก ู…ู† ุงู„ุนู„ูˆู… ูˆู„ุง ุชู‚ุฑูุช ุขุฑุงุคู‡ู… ููŠ ุดูŠุก ู…ู† ุญู‚ุงุฆู‚ ุงู„ุฃู…ูˆุฑ. ูˆุงู„ูˆุฌูˆุฏ ุจุฎู„ุงู ุฐู„ูƒุŒ ูุทุงู„ุจ ุงู„ุญู‚ ู„ูŠุณ ู‡ูˆ ุงู„ู†ุงุธุฑ ููŠ ูƒุชุจ ุงู„ู…ุชู‚ุฏู…ูŠู†ุŒ ุงู„ู…ุณุชุฑุณู„ ู…ุน ุทุจุนู‡ ููŠ ุญุณู† ุงู„ุธู† ุจู‡ู…ุŒ ุจู„ ุทุงู„ุจ ุงู„ุญู‚ ู‡ูˆ ุงู„ู…ุชู‡ู… ู„ุธู†ู‡ ููŠู‡ู… ุงู„ู…ุชูˆู‚ู ููŠู…ุง ูŠูู‡ู…ู‡ ุนู†ู‡ู… ุงู„ู…ุชุจุน ุงู„ุญุฌู‡ ูˆุงู„ุจุฑู‡ุงู†ุŒ ู„ุง ู‚ูˆู„ ุงู„ู‚ุงุฆู„ ุงู„ุฐูŠ ู‡ูˆ ุฅู†ุณุงู†ุŒ ุงู„ู…ุฎุตูˆุต ููŠ ุฌุจู„ุชู‡ ุจุถุฑูˆุจ ุงู„ุฎู„ู„ ูˆุงู„ู†ู‚ุตุงู†.


ูˆุงู„ูˆุงุฌุจ ุนู„ู‰ ุงู„ู†ุงุธุฑ ููŠ ูƒุชุจ ุงู„ุนู„ูˆู… ุงุฐุง ูƒุงู† ุบุฑุถู‡ ู…ุนุฑูู‡ ุงู„ุญู‚ุงุฆู‚ุŒ ุฃู† ูŠุฌุนู„ ู†ูุณู‡ ุฎุตู…ุง ู„ูƒู„ ู…ุง ูŠุชุตู„ ููŠู‡ุŒ ูˆูŠุฌูŠู„ ููƒุฑู‡ ููŠ ู…ุชู†ู‡ ูˆุญูˆุงุดูŠู‡ุŒ ูˆูŠุฎุตู…ู‡ ู…ู† ุฌู…ูŠุน ุฌู‡ุงุชู‡ ูˆู†ูˆุงุญูŠู‡ุŒ ูˆูŠุชู‡ู… ุฃูŠุถุง ู†ูุณู‡ ุนู†ุฏ ุฎุตู…ู‡ุŒ ูู„ุง ูŠุชุญุงู…ู„ ุนู„ูŠู‡ ูˆู„ุง ูŠุชุณู…ุญ ููŠู‡ุŒ ูุฅู†ู‡ ุฅุฐุง ุณู„ูƒ ู‡ุฐู‡ ุงู„ุทุฑูŠู‚ุฉ ุงู†ูƒุดูุช ู„ู‡ ุงู„ุญู‚ุงุฆู‚ ูˆุธู‡ุฑ ู…ุง ุนุณุงู‡ ูˆู‚ุน ููŠ ูƒู„ุงู… ู…ู† ุชู‚ุฏู…ู‡ ู…ู† ุงู„ุชู‚ุตูŠุฑ ูˆุงู„ุดู‘ูุจู‡."


โ€• ุงุจู† ุงู„ู‡ูŠุซู…, ุงู„ุดูƒูˆูƒ ุนู„ู‰ ุจุทู„ู…ูŠูˆุณ

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What is society?

A very hypocritical state of affairs which affects everyone involved in it (usually negatively). Society teaches us that everyone should be independent- yet those that are become disillusioned, eventually learning that they would have been better off selling out to fit in with everyone else, to avoid the discrimination and prejudice of sharing views contrary to that of the majority. Society also teaches us that we have rights and freedom- in reality, we only have the freedom to obey the standards society sets for us, otherwise we are wrongfully discriminated against once we begin to challenge the standards in question. Society tells us that we should be proud of who we are- yet somehow if we dont look above average, then we are prejudiced against for not looking acceptable and taking pride in our appearance. Society also tells us that we should be respectful, nice and have manners towards to each other- yet those that do eventually realise that they will receive no merit for doing so, as the people who eschew this standard get all the perks, and the genuinely decent person draws the short straw for not being assertive enough in trying to get what they want. Society is also influenced by all the forces that corrupt humanity- war, money, religion, the media etcetera because of the number of people that can be manipulated from those that manage these forces. To all those that say we should give back to society, I say this: society is making your children obese and anorexic, and making them have adult ideas at an age they should enjoy being a kid. Society thinks the ideal way to cure someone of commiting an offence is to lock them up in a cell for a long period of time, despite the fact most criminals end up re-offending once released. Society believes that it is still necessary to arrest people for marijuana possession, despite the fact the laws against it from a scientific standpoint are laughable, and that experiencing substances is human nature, and no form of prohibition against them will prevent people from doing so. So in short, society is a system which aims to unite the masses, but instead ends up alienating the very people it brings together. My advice? LOVE SOCIETY


I canโ€™t remember anything

Canโ€™t tell if this is true or dream

Deep down inside I feel to scream

This terrible silence stops me

Now that the war is through with me

Iโ€™m waking up, I cannot see

That thereโ€™s not much left of me

Nothing is real but pain now


Hold my breath as I wish for death

Oh please, God, wake me


Back in the womb itโ€™s much too real

In pumps life that I must feel

But canโ€™t look forward to reveal

Look to the time when Iโ€™ll live

Fed through the tube that sticks in me

Just like a wartime novelty

Tied to machines that make me be

Cut this life off from me


Hold my breath as I wish for death

Oh please, God, wake me


Now the world is gone, Iโ€™m just one

Oh God, help me

Hold my breath as I wish for death

Oh please, God, help me


Darkness

Imprisoning me

All that I see

Absolute horror

I cannot live

I cannot die

Trapped in myself

Body my holding cell


Landmine

Has taken my sight

Taken my speech

Taken my hearing

Taken my arms

Taken my legs

Taken my soul

Left me with life in hell


Waxing Crescent
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Time in Saudi Arabia: 00:00:00



Thank you, my love, for always being there for me. Your unwavering support gives me the strength to overcome any challenge that comes my way. I am grateful to have you by my side.